The meth is Satan

   30 years of drug use has hindered my life greatly. You think at 46 I'd be tired of being a loser. I've had long periods of no drug use but I don't remember them that well cause the alcohol has my brain clouded. 


CardCash.com - Sell your unwanted gift card for up to 92% in cash

Beyond Polish

   My mind is often cloudy? Is it a vauge memory or was it a dream. A day in the life the blew pass so fast yet I barely moved so high the days flew by. After a while you wish you would die. The drugs killing us slowly, 
  Somedays I wish I would just die everyone life would be better I'm a loser 

https://click.linksynergy.com/fs-bin/click?id=t%2frumldLF%2a4&offerid=774338.41&bids=774338.41&subid=0&type=4 Beyond Polish

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Positively positive

Image
I've spent most my adult life living on skid row. In and out of homelessness trying to stay employed but always fucking shit up. See my problem is I got a big mouth and I speak my mind so my foot always ends up in my mouth as I end up on my ass out in the cold. As I look back on everything now it seems so clear and I think what a dumbass I was. But back then I was programed different. I did things by the code the way I was taught but times are different now people have changed.    Coin lot ......Coins just like people change over the years some coins are rare and valued at a high amount while others are discarded. When a bad attitude and negative people tend to be filtered out as the good positive ones are idolized.       In the 90's it was different, people were still  real, people cared, you could say how you felt, you could express yourself and not be judged and ridiculed. Speaking your mind was what everyone wanted a person to do. In the 90s the world ...
Read more

Boy to man

Image
 I'm the oldest of the 5 kids my mom had. I have 3 sisters and a brother. My sister's are smart, confident and beautiful. They are successful and responsible, great parents and role models. My brother lives in Montana with dad(step dad) after 35 years of putting up with my shit he is dad.. My bro has took over dad's fencing company and thriving in business. He is a great man I wish we were closer but we left when he was 2 and I haven't seen him much. Anyway being the oldest I needed to lead by example and when our real dad died in 1987 I became the 9 year old man of the house. 9 year old man that now had to watch over my 2 sisters. I did my best even 5 years later when my mom and step dad divorced and we went back to California. I was 15 and drove our suburban pulling a 20ft U-Haul trailer the 1600 moles from Montana to San Diego.. it was my proudest moment in life up to that point it still ranks in top 3 I felt proud of myself, I felt grown up.   It's a harsh re...
Read more